And here it goes. I know you’ve moved on, moved on for good, but there are things you don’t know, things that I don’t show; things that I hide inside. I know to you it seems like I didn’t care, seems like I was never there, but there was never once a day that you didn’t cross my mind a million times. And believe me, if I could go back, I would, but things are different now. Time caught up with us & broke us apart, because now you found someone else. But that’s not what bothers me. What bothers me is that you left me & that I left you, with words unspoken & a story unread. Words that are still trying to escape my heart & reach out to you, words that don’t notice that time has past; words that still have meaning. What bothers me is that you didn’t see the tears I cried & you didn’t know that I lied when I told you I was happy. What bothers me is that you still cross my mind a million times a day & even when I’m sleeping, I can still hear your voice telling me how much you love me or how much you miss me & that’s the only time I’m ever happy. It’s when I’m reminiscing about you & dreaming about us. But when reality hits me, it just kills me. But the thing that bothers me the most is that all of this could have been prevented if I had just said something or done something, & the only thing that doesn’t bother me is that I’ve learned a valuable lesson; you don’t really know what you got until it’s gone.